Currently Playing The Everglow By Mae see related

- Suspension

Oooooooh, awwwwwwwwwe, I've finally decided to type some poo on this thing.  Today is my last day here in UNF until the fall semester rolls around.  I'll be on and off here in the summer, maybe.  Can't wait to enjoy that much long awaited vacation.

I talked to Brian last night who is in Ohio for a week.  That's a week too long.  I love Travis to death but he was hogging the phone I got Brian so I never had a chance to talk to him until last night.  I cried on the phone because I wish his butt was back here again.  Come to think of it, I never cried for my former best friend when he was away.  I cried once when with the X-best friend when I thought he was parting ways with me.  Moving along, I do miss Brian dearly.  He's not only the BEST damn friend in the world, but he's also my security blanket.  Just knowing his presence is here makes me feel secure.  I feel like a jello mold.  Wobbling back and forth and side to side.  Then again I am that jello mold.  Har, har, har...So again, moving along, some people apparently had subscribed to me.  I don't even know who the hell they are.  Weird?  Usually either no one reads this poo or no one subscribes.  Eh, I don't prefer to go around "e-propping" people so there you have it. 

Honestly, I don't have that many friends.  That's a pretty sad thing, but the friends that I do have, have stuck by me forever.  Those are the ones worth keeping in my pocket.  Kidding about the pocket thing.  I guess I am just insecure to go out there and put my self in the spotlight.  I never want to be the center of attention.  It scares me when everyone looks at me and I definitely don't want to be talked about in a negative way.  If I do something that ruins me, I don't know what I could do.  I would just rather be the girl who sits in the corner or just be a person who comes and goes.  A life of solitude is fine by me.  All I need is a dog, got that picked out and all, even the name.  I just need $1500 to get one along with the baggage that comes with the doggy.  I know that this dog will be spoiled, but definitely not lazy.

I think I have said enough.  In a few minutes is my final.  Yay for me...